Passionless

Hey guys. Sorry I have to rant a little.

Lately things around me are passionless. I hate it. I hate not experiencing fun/exciting/breath taking things. I get bored so easy. Its weird. I keep thinking back to the things that I truly treasure...
*having someone look at me like I'm the only one in the world
*sitting in my car and watching the rain fall on the window b/c it gets smeary and reminds me of a van gogh painting
*the best date ever was with Justin Mathenia. We went to a movie/dinner and that was ordianary but after that he took me under the bridge (one of his favorite spots) and we threw rocks in the river. The stars were out and I said how I wanted to be under a sky full of stars and he said "if you want the stars I'll give you the stars." Then he played Ryan Adams and took me by the hand and slow danced in the middle of the road. It was like something from a movie.
*having tickle fights/playing "i got you last"
*laying on someone listening to their heart beat.

Its like the older we get the less we are child like at heart! I hate it. I want to play in the rain or scrap my knee and and think its the worst thing in the world when really its not. I don't want any responsibilites except for picking up my toys and telling my mom I'm going over to play at a friends house. I want to be oblivious to everything bad that is going on and think that everyone gets along.

Ok well I think I've been mushy too much to too many people. Sorry I was listening to DMB Under the Table and Dreaming and that cd just does something to me. I hate being such a girl sometimes. xoxo