Yes, I understand that I haven't been able to write much in the last couple of days.....Well its been longer than that, but give me some credit, I've been a lil busy here....After all of Steve's attempts to make me feel like I am a terrible person, and a terrible girlfriend, he still has the nerve to try to be my "buddy". I am not making this up to make myself look "better" or anything,,,that would just be sad. But he calls me like 6 or more times a day, trying to make all kinds of plans with me. After this past weekend, I felt kinda bad for him so I went out with him last night and saw a movie. I don't want him back,,,and all you guys have to keep reminding me!!!!!! Cuz I will just end up in the same spot I am in now.
I felt bad for him cuz I went down to Drury University friday night till saturday afternoon... I stayed with my brother and had a kick ass time at the fraternity house.... To my surprize, all the guys were hella nice to me! I thought they were gonna be total dicks and try to get in my pants, but they really weren't. This one hella hot guy was chillin with me for several hours,,playin on my team of bay route, and tellin me all the tricks of the game,,,,, he was super sweet,, and when all the other brothers started to show up and it started to turn into a big party his girlfriend showed up. He introduced us and she was hella cool too. Nice to know that there are still nice guys out there..... ok back to the point about how I felt bad for steve.... Yes, I drank a TON while I was done there,,,and some parts of the night are pretty blury... Steve called me the next day all pissed off at me...I had no idea what he was talkin about,,, He said that I called him and told him to come and get me,,,or some shit....then when he called back twice he got some guy that kept sayin shit like "leave us alone we are busy" "she doesn't want to talk to you she's busy havin a good time" Crap like that.... So I felt bad,,,but at the same time I think he might be making some of it up.... Besides,, my phone was in one of the frat bedrooms for most of the night,,, who knows what guys and girls where doin in there,,,so maybe some guy thought that it was another chicks cell phone and answered it.... Cuz at NO time did I want to leave that kick ass party... I also felt bad cuz I kinda hooked up with a frat guy down there,,,not like that,,,we just made out... no harm done,,,, what do you guys think???? was that bad of me to have a lil single fun in my life???? Does that make me a terrible person making out with some guy I don't even know,,,and not caring that there isn't a relationship there????? LET ME KNOW PLEASE.. I will tell more details when I get time,,,but I must go to class now.....by the way I AM GOING BACK DOWN THERE EITHER FRIDAY OR SATURDAY,,,THEY ARE HAVING A HUGE MARDI GRAS PARTY SATURDAY NIGHT IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME......OVER 1,000 PEOPLE....LET ME KNOW
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