Same ole day, Same ole crap!!!!

Why, hello once again to BLOG! With saturday, aka v-day, just a hop skip and a jump away, we think about the ones we truly care about and how to make their day perfect. YUCK!!! I get to spend my beutiful v-day in freezing cold weather in Windsor, Canada. Not only do I get to beat the crap out of chicks that are bigger than most guys I know at 9:30am and 2pm, but I get to spend the day w/Steve. As most, i think, of you know we haven't been doing so "great". Don't get me wrong, we have been getting along as "friends" just fine but nothing more, esp not an "engaged" couple. The other day he asked for the address of the hotel that we will be staying at, so not thinking I emailed it to him. Then it dawned on me.....What the hell is he planning?!!!??? And my stomach began to turn, sad isn't it? So just the other day I went shopping at marshalls, and found something totally kick ass to wear, if he were to take me out. It was even on sale mind you, but I figured,,nah,, I'm not gonna get it, I want to find out 1st. So just the other night I asked him why he wanted to address. He told me not to worry about it. So I kept bugging him until he spilt the beans, which only consisted of: I'm making plans for saturday night, please don't ruin this for me, I've been waiting forever for this day. So then I thought what a snobby bioch. And it kinda freaked me out,,,I don't know why it just did. BUT steve has never planned anything in his entire life, so why should now be any different. He NEVER even took me anywhere to eat in St. Louis, I'm sorry if I kinda expect that since the day I met him he has always been: "Oh, I know this cool resturant in st. louis, I want to take you there, you'd love it" and crap like that. Have i ever been to a resturant in st. louis w/him NO! Yes in the 28 months we have been together, he has NEVER taken me anywhere. So I do not believe that I will be going back to Marshalls to purchase what I had found for V-day. Does that sound wrong of me??? I am sorry for venting, but I could go on for hours.....