5.14.2007

You may have read this in my MySpace... plus update

****INCLUDES UPDATE****

When I had this as Ben's ringtone, I was obviously not paying attention to the words. They make sense now.

"Wicked Game" by Chris Issak
The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] No, I don't want to fall in love [This love is only gonna break your heart] With you

What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you

UPDATE:
I found out he's been hanging out a lot with his ex as of late. Starting the night he called me to end it. Coincidence? I'm hearing a resounding no.
I do think he meant all those things when he said them to me. Even when he told me that he loved me and hadn't felt that way so strongly and so soon with either of his previous one year (her) and three year relationships. Maybe he got scared or something and went back to what was comfortable and safe. I don't think they're officially back together but I know she's been going over there a lot, and I have my inside sources... that's the last time I believe someone when they say she's "the ex" for a reason.

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