I hate to say it but I am going to miss this place. When I first got here WIU was all I could talk about. I remember coming home for the first time Labor Day Weekend and sporting Western everything. (I know some of you got sick and tired of me talking about the place too.) Well this past year hasn't been the best. Something changed. Starting second semester I was so sick of this place! So I decided to move to Texas. Some people have thought oh what a stupid idea but you know what? I have the chance and I'm not going to pass it up. There could be something for me there!
Yesterday I moved out two of my favorite guys on the floor, Billy and Collin. When a bunch of us walked them to their cars guess who starting crying? Me of course! All at once so many flashbacks of drunken good times and just times we chilled rushed through my head. I couldn't help myself. Then I went to visit my floor from last year and as V walked me out I started to cry again making her cry.
Today, I am moving out along with almost everyone on the floor. I basically said good bye to the people that I will miss but there are still a few that will make me cry. I will not have any time to live over or party with these guys again probably. Except for Bill and Nick b/c they will be in STL next weekend, hopefully. So as I pack I can't help but hold back tears. Now my throat and chest hurts. I will miss this place so much and i'm not even gone! Well, not the school but the friends I made.
I don't get it...I don't like change but I do it so much. I change so many things in my life and I don't know how I can keep doing it. If leaving here after 2 years is hard what am I going to do when I leave for Texas?
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