Well, everything seemed to be going wonderfully.... I told my parents about goin away and they seemed thrilled... My dad, that very night, hopped on the computer to investigate different schools. My dad always told me that I could go anywhere I wanted for college, no matter the price, as long as it was a school of my potential.
Well, tonight was the second discussion for school. And now, everything has changed. Come to find out i'm just a fu**ing dumbass who just wastes money, and who is going after a bull**it career. So, therefor, I am not going to any school, but SIUE, cuz any dumb ass can get my degree from a barn, and every idiot can get into the DEA and ATF. Well you know what ladies and gents... You are looking at one dumb mofo that will do whatever it takes to become that idoit, So if someone could please point me in the direction of the financial aid department that would be greatly appreciated. :) I'm tired of being put down by my parents my entire life, because I don't live the same life they do, or do the things they want me to do. I have MY OWN DREAMS PEOPLE!
If it takes me 10 more years of school and jobs to find out what I want to do, then dammit thats what I'm going to do.... Am I so wrong to try to do something that I want to do??? Am I so wrong to work my ass off for my OWN dreams for 10 years with the ATF or DEA to get to where I want to be? What ever happened to pushing you kids towards these goals?? And where did all of this putting your kids down their entire lives come from? Thats all I have to say!
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