what does it all meeeeaaann?

I have asked myself this question one too many times during the past, oh almost half a year now. But what DOES it all mean? If two people meet, and decide that they like spending time with one another---- then why don't they? And why don't they both show equal interest? And why does one of them try to appreciate the other's personality while not getting the same sort of understanding as the other? I don't think life should be about the questions. I think people should have fun and go do their thing. And if his or her fun does not involve that person's "special one" then maybe that person isn't so special to him ot her in the first place. I wrote a poem a while ago, and I showed it to Jen. She said not to post it, and though I really wanted to, I refrained. I do not know if it would be appropriate, or something I want other people to read, but if you particularly want to read it, IM me or persuade me to put it on the blog.

If I like someone, then I tend to try and find out what they like and give those things a chance. Maybe I won't have the same taste as them- but then again, maybe by not trying these things I am missing out on something I may really like. So I am making a CD for Ryan. He won't like anything on it. And I am also pretty sure that he won't even give half of it a chance..... He's like that. But let's hope for the sake of all that is good and gracious that he at least listens to it once before he breaks it and throws it away. Wish me luck.